Thursday, March 29, 2007

Posting

OK. I am posting. Honestly, it's not because I am in the mood, but because I got into my email and checked my site and saw people worrying. I was expecting it.... or dreading it, let's say. It was like a responsability I did not want to assume anymore and I tried to avoid it. Truth is, the more you prolong the agony, the worse it gets.

Yes, I would be wondering what happened to some of you if you went all of a sudden off, like I did. But I am so used to people 'disappearing' online that it just became my second nature. Ten years of chatting and online connections got me here.

Anyway, enough of this. I am sorry for not getting back on with a message earlier. Of course I have my excuses that I do not want to talk about - no, my hubby and I are fine. My parents are not and the story continues and my mood, topped with other real life pressing issues carried away completely my spanking mood or any other good mood, for that matter. And because of all this, my nerves are pretty shaky at the moment. Enough on it, though, because I truly don't want to get into details. It's too disturbing. And it's private life too.

So... I am not dead. I don't plan on dying soon, but, just like Dante did, I am taking a break still. I can't say when I will post again. Maybe in a week, maybe in a month, maybe tomorrow. I will post when I will have something to say.

But thank you to Tigger and Cain and all the nice people who have been coming over. And sorry for making you worry, but, to be honest, as selfish as it might sound, your worry worried me less than my worries and my family worries. I'm sorry.

I am still escaping reality by building private projects. Escaping reality has become a great hobby for me lately.

So, thanks again people and I'm sorry. I will be back some time.

11 comments:

Kallisto said...

Of course, you will do what you need to do, that is how it should be. Glad that you are okay.
Hugs,
Kallisto

Bonnie said...

Kay,

I'm glad to hear that you're OK. We'll see you when we see you. Until then, please take good care of yourself.

Big hugs,
Bonnie

Paul said...

Kay, glad that you are OK, sorry that things aren't going to well for your family. Life can be tough at times, often we can't do what we want to do.
Post when you can and feel like it.
Warm hugs,
Paul.

Cain said...

Well! You can spank me if you want!

~~I can relate, and I'm glad your okay. My family & I are having troubles too (health related), so I understand completely.~~

I've given up my blogs completely!

I'm leaving them up, though..I still want to read & comment on my favorites (some, friends, too).

Quite frankly, I'm ill..and so, is my Father.

Real life hasn't been great.

So, my dear, take care..and yes, I will be checking up.

(Just a small pat on the bottom, for you. And, a hug!)

xx,cain.

Tiggs said...

Kay,

I'm glad you're OK. I wish that you could take comfort in friends, real friends. My emails and comments were never intended to put pressure on you or sadden you in anyway.

I hope things resolve well with both you and your family.

Huge hugs,
Tiggs

lessa{D} said...

ohhhhhhhhh Kay, am just sending you a big hug. If something is wrong with your family then nothing is more important then them. So take your break and concentrate on that...

love lessa

Ree said...

Hey,
I am glad that you're fine. I'll miss you, but I understand. Take care
lots o love
Ree

Dat Guy ! said...

Cain's got a brand new bag!

HAPPY EASTER, sweetie!

xx,Res. Spank* :) !

Anonymous said...

Whoops! I mean, "blog"!!!

Dat Guy ! said...

Kind of like you now...

only sadder. :(

xx,res.~~final comment.

Beginning with "B" said...

Holy Cow!

Adam's Back!!!

(Where are you??)

slip into Paradise, if you get the notion,k??

xx,adam b. (^_^)