Sunday, December 16, 2007

I Hate CCBill

Yes, I know I said it before - about a year ago, but this time I want to underline it.

Do you know how bad it is to decide that you want something - and I mean over the past couple of weeks I've been checking spanking sites again and I wasn't too sure I wanted to subscribe to some of them (until today) - and not be able to get it? And it's not even up to me?...

Do I have to move to the States and make myself a card there in order to pay CCB???

Anyway... let's skip this state of mind, shall we? Before I say a few more things... If you haven't realized it yet - I'm in a sassy mood. REALLY sassy mood.

Been visiting for the past 5 or 6 hours SpankingCentral and I liked what I saw. I started being interested somewhere starting Volume 8 or 9 I think. And by the time I reached 15 I was hooked. I like some of the guys. Oh, yeah, forgot to mention, it's an M/m spanking place. Disappointed some of you? Well, shit happens. Or maybe you wonder when will I snap out of my M/m mood, eh? Good questions. But probably never, since it's been with me since I was 5, you know?

Anyway, I think I "finally" figured out (I figure out something new every day so get used to it!) why M/m is more fun to watch than M/f. I also told you that I've been watching spanking clips with girls yesterday (actually today) until 5am. None really satisfied me. They lack something. You see, a guy takes it like a guy and a girl takes it like a girl. It's that simple. So you mostly cannot dish to a girl what you dish to a guy.

And there are two kinds of guys - the ones who take it silently and you just see them crying - which is a lot more fun since you know when the pain really gets to them; and the ones who are 'gone' from the beginning.

Anyway, this guy on CentralSpanking is hot: Seth. What's hot about him? The way he acts. The way he smirks. And the way his smirk is gone when he gets whacked. *evil grin*

Ok, people, talk to you later... it's 1am, again - this morning's spanking didn't help much it seems hehe - and I wanna wander a bit online. :)

*coughing her lungs out* :( I am coughing - shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! I forgot my antibiotics!! ok done took them. So... I am coughing my lungs out and I am getting black spots in front of my eyes from so much coughing. :( Maybe I should stop smoking when I am sick, right?... Yeah, maybe. Or maybe I should just wait for this virus to move away and hang on in here...

Rambling again - you see, last time I tried to quit (November last year, I think), Jack was away, and I was so down... I mean I always thought that quitting qould be like snapping your fingers. I mean, I am strong enough to control tantrums, right? Wrong. I remember I started crying back then for no reason. I was so desperate and I had no reason to be. I was shouting on the phone at everyone who would call... so this is why I cannot quit now. I don't have the right frame of mind.

Peace!

10 comments:

Dave said...

Hello! First of all, I hope you feel better fast!

Secondly, that is very interesting, fascinating and intriguing that you enjoy M/M spanking erotica--it's not totally my thing, but after a while, a bright red bottom is a bright red bottom. :)

Cheers,
Dave

Paul said...

Kay, unfortunately you can't teach an old dog new tricks, you can actually but we won't go there.
Sorry M/m isn't my thing, I prefer M/f, F/f is OK but---
How do you ask for a spanking with the belt, if you have a way of undressing for a spanking, do that and hand Jack your belt of choice with either a significant look or say, this is what I need.
I hope that Mel was lucky, I know that I was.
Warm hugs,
Paul.

Kayley said...

Heya guys!

Well, I don't expect any of you to like M/m, really... hehe But this is fun. Nothing sexual but spanking. It's discipline from a to z and that's what I love about it. :)

HUGZ! :)

Anonymous said...

I think it's cool you like M/m. I admit I don't have much experience with it as entertainment. I like a female involved. As a kid, a lot of spanking, whether it was me or those around me, involved M/m, so it's definitely related to what interests me about corporal punishment. What others think about it, and feel about it, is related. I checked out the website. It looks pretty real. You must be very evil to take pleasure in the suffering. ;)

I sure hope you're feeling better, Kayley. And wish you could stop the smoking.

Peace,
Eric

Kayley said...

I didn't have much experience with it either, honestly... But then I found one story here, one there... then I wrote my own stories, and then I wanted to see a site featuring only M/m domestic discpline. And I found this one.

I don't like bondage and stuff like that, not even if my fav guy were playing in one. I just can't get into this kinda stuff...

C'mon, maaaan... I'm not evil... hehe maybe just a tad bit, ok... A sexy smart rebel teenager getting a spanking, having a few tears in his eyes... YUM! ;) See, you can say YUM about a girl in that situation maybe, but I can't. So I get my YUM from either M/f or M/m. ;)

Cheers! :D

Anonymous said...

Hmmm... I could say a lot about this... :)

Cheers!

Anonymous said...

Hmmm... I could say a lot about this... :)

Cheers!

Kayley said...

I wonder what? ;)

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